Before you ask, I’m a girl who hasn’t had it all her way. I’m a “pre-transexual” girl.
Coming out (even to myself), was like releasing a tidal wave and feeling stupidly free. But unfortunately, life isn’t that simple, and there are times when I feel like I have to keep who I am firmly closed behind a “safety wall”. But it’s quite hard to keep the mass of water (of truth) held back once it’s released, so I have to find ways to live the way I need to, while I wait for the time when I have enough confidence to ask the right people for help.
I’m not hiding, not as much as I used to.
PS. A special message to all those who know me IRL and have journey’d here through intrigue or love… All I have been, is all I have ever been and ever will be. I’ve never lied, just never told the truth.











